So an update in general.

I can honestly say that this year has turned out to be the worst year of my life and that's without over dramatizing. Everything that could go wrong this year has gone wrong and it's left me stressed to the point where I feel sick in general.

My family is drowning financially. We were $850 in the hole and by some miracle managed to borrow enough money to even things in out the budget and now we're short $60 on an accident.

My mom used some of the money we borrowed to pay for her prescriptions but now she has a toothache and we can't afford a dentist bill. My sister is doing okay at work but having already replaced 2 tires in the past month has really stretched all our finances thinner than they already are.

I am going to ACen in little over a week(we paid for everything in advance. If I could get my money back, we probably wouldn't be going at all.) and my cosplay for it still isn't finished. I had everything ready, but we had no time in our schedules to get things done with that so it was put on a back burner until now we're rushing it.

Then June 7th, we're moving to another apartment. It will give us more space and things should be better, except for the fact that it's $300 more a month for rent. As if our finances weren't crap enough, we have to add that every month now too.

If it weren't for some general art commissions/gifts that I've been working on to destress, I have no idea how I'd be getting through this.

I feel like I've hit a wall at the end of a dark tunnel and I don't see any way of getting out. I know we'll get through it one way or another, it's just right now... I don't know how that will happen.

So if you guys don't hear much from me in the next month or so, that's most likely why.

Mione

*sighs and curls up in bed*